Sometimes I wish I would die

So I could watch you cry

Up up in the clouds, lookin down

At you dressed in black below

At my funeral

With all the loved ones that I know

And as you watch them grieve

You're gonna feel so guilty

For all the things you said to me

And I'll be gone, gone, gone in the ground

While you're singin songs, songs wishin I was around

I know this song sounds selfish

Morbid as bone burned black

But I know if I died right now

I know you'd want me back

And with that said

Right now

I wish I was dead